Tuesday, November 17, 2015
What if my dreams really come true?
After the news of my National Boards I realized a few things. One of which being that I allow fear to drive my decisions way more than I would like to admit.
For the record, I don't think that's the case here. I think I genuinely didn't put enough of myself into it for lots of reasons none of which were fear-based. But, as I reflect (isn't that what all good board-certified teachers do?) I realize this is something I've done in life and once in a while it catches up with me.
I know - it's as stupid as it sounds. But, the closer I get to my dreams, the more fearful I am of them actually happening. Quite honestly, what will I do if my dreams really come true?